Animalistic Haze...

Baroque Romance...

Into the Woods Set...

Julien macdonald tops GREY BLACK
1,815 GBP - matchesfashion.com
Gray vest »

fur vest
48,300 JPY - hfm.co.jp
Fur vest »

Balenciaga shoes KHAKI
495 GBP - matchesfashion.com
Balenciaga boots »

feather and stone ring
255 GBP - harveynichols.com
Cavalli jewelry »

PUNK STUD 2-FINGER RING
$210 - alexandchloe.com
Punk jewelry »

sacred wood by bae bien-u
$85 - calvinklein.com


Oh life...


So I've made my way back to FIT after 6 years! Pretty crazy that it's been six years already, but I am so so sooo happy to be back. Seeing the city skyline still gives me butterflies and makes me extremely happy just as much as it always has. I have some bizarre extreme love for this city. It inspires me and fills me with energy, with so much chaos and movement I somehow feel less stressed, almost relieved when I am there. I feel more home than anywhere else, I feel like it's the missing link to my being when I am not there. SO not only has finally putting my talents to use and learning more excited me, but being in the city regularly has too. Everything feels so right this time around, probably because I am doing something that I really want to do and am genuinely good at. I can bust out a line of accessories so quickly it's insane. Never in my life did I ever plan or even think that I would be an accessory designer. I just fell into it, it just gradually started to happen it's so bizarre. At some point I consciously stopped trying to live so much according to how I planned it should be at what age and what I should have been doing. Instead, I just followed life much like driftwood on the ocean. I've been going wherever the waves push me and eventually i'll arrive on the shore of where I should be. It's amazing how much easier life starts to feel when you start paying attention to signs and opportunities and going with them instead of working against them or not taking them just out of fear. I get so anxious for classes all the time because it doesn't even feel like class. I'm so eager to learn all these new things about accessory making and I love sitting in class just designing things. I just entirely love it so much, I'm so passionate about it and bringing my own vision and style to the fashion industry. I could go on and on, I just feel really great about my life and the direction it's been going in. My hard work is paying off and I love seeing the results of it.

The world has sneezed a very big sneeze...


New York is being ravaged by 60 mph winds and rain, there are trees down everywhere and the wind is strong enough to push me. Not a joke. Mother nature has sneezed majorly on the North East, so gesundheit to her! While driving home I felt like I was in some awful sci-fi movie about the end of the world ( 2012 probably was this in a nutshell) and the street lights were flickering on and off, there were trees down all over the place cars being pushed by the wind. It was seriously out of a movie, if only there were intense soundtrack music it would have been perfect. Instead I relaxed my nerves with Bon Iver because I was having a mini heart attack every time my car was shaken by the wind. I made it home and said a little thank you prayer to the universe when I walked out of my care safely and hoped that no one else would be hurt that was out there tonight. Sometimes I worry about strangers, that might sound odd but I have the worst case of empathy and I like to put out good thoughts and vibes to others in my surroundings. Especially when I pass car accidents I always say good things out loud or in my head. It's just something that freaks me out, I always want the best for people even if I don't know them, obviously in the case of an accident who wouldn't but in general I hope for good things for everyone. Right now I'm really hoping for good things for me. I am almost done with school and I may or may not go back to school at this point for my bachelors. I really want to open my store in the city and I have it all planned out what the inside is going to look like and I want to work hard core on my accessory line and have that branched out into different locations. This summer is going to be big. I have a lot of work to do, but I am so driven. Okay this is getting really long but enjoy that picture (click it to see it larger, it's beautiful). I've been obsessed with cosmic images lately.
Love Love.